Yes, the missing is painful. You feel the pain and that is a good thing. That shows that you are going through the process of healing. It also shows that you are a good, caring person that has loved. You are on the right path for you.
Hugs, Trusting
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11