I don't know why...

[New2day]

again 100%. I wrote a paper for school on MLC. I believe in it. I've lived it. I understand it. I think that EX acted out the only way he could. He crashed and didn't know where/what to do. Maybe that is where I failed. He should have been able to come to me. We were best friends, and yet he couldn't. I have to take responsibilty for my errs as well.

But Trusting. Knowing all that I know, doesn't make it any easier.
Another thing is I still believe there is a connection. We don't see each other, we don't talk. I've been thinking of him and going through the emotions again, and last night he calls. First time in over 7 months.