Thanks everyone, I am so glad that I have this place to vent and get such support. Antonia, I really have not fixated on what happened last night after I wrote it here this morning. I got busy helping with the clean up in the neighborhood and just being with neighbors. H texted once and said he was looking for a chainsaw to take care of tree in the back that came down. I texted him back and said don't worry about it, I got it taken care of and he asked who and all I said was 'a friend' and left it at that. I really didn't want to talk with him about what was going on here, if he cared he would be here, so I really just took care of everything myself. His parents told me tonight they are so proud of me for handling everything with such grace and dignity. Of course they would help me with anything I needed. I thanked them and told them I really had it all under control. I will say, I am so tired and my body hurts all over, but it is a good satisfied feeling of taking care of me and D16. I think I miss that by not having a job. Please continue to pray for me to get a job. There are two school counseling jobs I have applied for and I would love either of these positions. That is what I have my Master's in and it would be my dream job.
Blessings to all!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
