back again

[any chance?]

I don't want to give up, not in the least. W is on the fast track, to be sure. I am feeling very betrayed at this time. Major impact on my psyche. Probably a good thing I will not be home for 2 weeks. I am swirling in a dark cloud where I am imagining the worst of everything. Is it possible for someone you have spent your life with to just burn you? Obviously this is true on this site. Didn't think it would happen to me. But it is.

I need to find a reason to feel positive.