Who am I now?

[irishblessings]

Day 4 - Not sure what really sparked this move into a "narrow path" of recovery - but for me it has been comforting rather than stifling.

For me, re-reading the journals gave me some perspective of the chaos and sickness that had taken over my life. That part is gone. Signs of the sick behavior appear when he flaunts OW around or tries to force her on the kids - basically his detachment from reality and from those who loved and cared for him for so long. But those appearances are intermittent rather than constant.

Will be alone for most of the weekend and I am actually looking forward to it. Need the time to relax and meditate about next steps.

So grateful to have this board...