Thanks for the reminder 25,

I will stay dark.

After reading your comment to me earlier, I kicked myself in the bum and actually sat and watched my favorite TV show for the first time in a while, then I painted more of a painting I am doing for my friends bridal shower coming up soon. And later, I went to alanon - (we discussed the difference between being kind and being an enabler).

It helps to keep the focus on me. I cry & pity myself less that way.
THanks,
TIPPER