Journaling: Well another heart wrenching turn and downhill run on the roller coaster is just ahead. Ironic that I am minutes away from “America’s roller coast”. I am alternating between sad, angry and disgusted. This will ramble as I am all over the place right now. I wish I could take some action. There is just no action to take tonight
At the very end of the work day I received an email from my L. He wants to meet to draft another proposal. His email indicates he does not support retention of the house by me. Who the h*ll is the client here. Yes I am paying him for his advice and to navigate these waters, but he is only the fracking pilot, not the captain/owner of this ship. That said like a pilot he knows the rocks and shoals of these water so I will listen and weigh his advice, but the decision and responsibility is mine. I’ll call his office tomorrow and setup an appointment.
The dog knows I am upset he is sticking close by and has engaged me in play several times. I’ve been over in the MLC forum reading threads to calm down. There are people over there active for 7 plus years, and I have not been at this for 6 months. I have no room to b!tch about my sitch.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill
