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Well, things have not gotten better, in fact I started drinking alot more and have probably pushed the final nail in. I just have lost it and I am spiriling downward.

I never get any positive feedback and it has taken its toll on me


As I read this post, I wished I could think of something that would give you hope, a reason for taking care of yourself and not giving up. Then I scrolled down to the bottom of your post.....and saw it.


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Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10



(((hugs)))


It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!