Another IC session last night. I feel better now that I'm speaking to someone about my issues, vice trying to deal with things on my own. The true test will come when I can have a real discussion with my wife, or respond to her questioning, without getting angry.
My relationship continues to suffer because my anger has continued. I'm just now realizing that the appropriate response to issues of distrust should be reasurrance, vice defensiveness.
I don't know if my wife will hang on, or whether I've damaged her too severely. I really hope I can get my act togethor and my relationship back on track.