Thanks for the info. I am going to hold off on getting a L until I get a hold of his paper work from his L (if it even exists). And I will not contact his L as he is requesting me.
I agree he has been doing all this sep./L crap while drunk. I walked my dog through town yesterday and saw my H's truck at the bar at 11am, and then when he came into my house while I was bowling to use his office -he spilt beer on the floor (I saw and smelled the carpet when I got home) and it was still wet at 10pm at night. Talk about an all day binge!!!!!
I can use the serenity many times over (had to laugh). As today, I feel so sad again. Had terrible dreams of rejection from H again last night - I am sure its from all the worry I've been doing about that stupid paper work.
I woke up to my Mom texting me that my uncle (her brother) had a stroke yesterday after his 3mile morning jog. I am so sad, he is still not responding today from the stroke and is in intensive care.
Life is such crap sometimes. I am filled with despair.
Does anyone think that I am being immature/mean by not responding to his ?'s about a D. I know if I were to talk to him that I would say: "A D would be your choice and I am learning to accept the things I can not change". Now that I know where I stand, should I just text him that the next time he asks??? Or do people think I am better off just staying Dark??? TIPPER
