Scared. I have followed your post from the start and have always supported you. Please listen to Cindy(NSS) , Alcohol is not the answer. Only makes a bad situation MUCH worse and will not change her mind. I dont think I know of anyone that said
" im thinking of leaving my spouse but now that hes drinking, I think Ill stick around cause thats what i like"

I know it hurts like hell, we all have been through the pain but you have kids to think about.

Be strong.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11