cont... I use to be jealous of this other woman. She was getting the life I should of had. Now I know, that God spared me having to witness the chaos and annihalation of a man I use to define as wonderful and full of integrity. Her life is pathetic and defined by his latest rage or need to put down to build himself up. He chose a victim, someone with out a lot of resources and family, one who would not abandon him no matter what he did to her. Someone as much of a shell as he is.
I have learned so much in this process. I have met so many fascinating people who are no less than heroes. Fighting to save a marriage against all odds. Showing such unconditional love toward people who have no concept of what that is.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
