cont..... I did get a heartfelt apology from him. But since then pretty much odd texts now and then and information from the kids about his latest trip. Running seems to be my ex's way of life.
I really don't have much anger towards him anymore. I do think about all the cruel and horrific things that he has done to me but it is as if I was watching someone else go through a really bad nightmare. Sometimes I am amazed that I survived it all, and well I might add. I think he is amazed also. The absurdity of it all is sometimes very overwhelming. All the pain he has put me and kids through is overshadowed by the life he has to now live looking in the mirror. I can't imagine that.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
