So H came over last night. He text to ask me and S3 for dinner. I said it was best for him to go alone with S3 as I had stuff to do. H informed me that he got a new job with a top tier law firm. I suspect then that he will be quite busy from now onwards. Busy with his new job and busy with OW.
I could tell that he was a bit mad when he came back from spending time with S3. I think he felt rejected because I didnt go with them. But I need to spend time away from him. It causes me too much pain to be near him. I cant stand the thought that he is with OW. It pains me physically and emotionally.
Im not sure how him getting a new job will change things. Maybe this is the start to his wonderful new life? The job he's always wanted. A new woman in his life. No responsibility. More money. I should be happy for him. But Im sad. I feel like he and I are drifting apart.
W - 31 H - 33 Married - 7 years Together - 10 yrs Kids - S 3yrs old Separated - 27/03/11 OW - 10/04/11
