chance, the mind of a WAS is a muddled, confused place at best. I've heard both 'I want a D' and 'my fear is that you'll never come back' come from the same person who told me she loved me and yet told me she didn't.
The idea of positive change for your own sake comes on slowly, but eventually I think most of us realize it. At first it sounds like a gimmick to get the S back, but eventually you realize it's to get YOU back. Strong enough to know whether you want to go back or strong enough to know if it's time to let go.
No one knows what the future holds. Hope is good, but don't make it your raison d'etre.
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011
