I also have to wonder if this is the reason some of them don't wake up. I couldn't imagine what it would be like to realize the damage I caused to my own flesh and blood.
I wonder if she ever will wake up but if I had to guess I would say that she never will "get it", and even if she did I don't think it is in her personality to admit it or apologize for it.
As I think about things this morning, I hate that I am forced to "look" in the direction of my XW again.
I am re-examining the nightmare... I am wondering what she is thinking.... I am wondering what she is doing.... Who is she talking to..... What is she saying......
I used to have these thoughts within the context of saving my marriage....
Now
I am just wondering how to raise my children with this person in their lives, especially my son, who is now feeling the affects of her MLC.
BTW......she still has not contacted him since she dropped him at school on Friday........F@cking amazing!!!
He is scheduled for his first therapy session on Saturday, June 4th.
Cheers
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
