Thanks KD for the well wishes. I just got to the point where I couldn't take the limbo anymore. The A wasn't ending, in fact, looked like it was getting more intense. And it was this time last year that it all started, which I guess weighed on me.
In the end, the letter was really for me, a closure of sorts. As hard as it is for now, it allows me to more forward. And as I've said to my friends and all of the BITS, I appreciate all the support I've received. Heck, that was one of my first 180s, reaching out to people when I needed help rather than holding it all in (stupid Swedish stoicism:)
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011