I made the post I made because I myself have not even begun to make sense of what happened.
Long story short we both went drinking and for the first time she said she'd be willing to explore WITH me. So we went to a strip club Together and actually had a lot of fun. We ml afterwards, and the next day things were pretty good. Right now we feel very close to each other. I never expected that to happen in a million years.
What does this all mean? I don't know?! Am I playing with fire, undoubtedly. As you all know I blog a lot. Even then it has taken me all my strength to blog this.
I'm just so confused, most of all I feel like a hypocrite. Specially since I'm actually happy with everything that has happened in the last 48 hrs.
Ultimately it feels like I got off the last roller coaster, and got on one with way taller highs, and potentially even deeper lows.
I think ultimately I have given up on having a normal M, and decided to see where the ride takes me.
Like you guys said the previous approach was taking me nowhere, at least I am having fun with my W again. Yes I have considered all the ways this could go horribly wrong, but heh things were going to hell anyway. At least we had a good time TOGETHER.
