Thanks! I'm just moving along and not dwelling on anything. Life is FAR too short to allow myself to feel tied up in knots on a daily basis. Either he will stay and be a man and listen to my feelings when I need to express them because something is hurting me (or conversely because something is making me happy) or he won't. That is just NOT my problem.

Yes, that is my everyday speech to myself but putting it into practice is HARD!!!

I took Marc and a friend of his to see the new Pirate's movie Friday night. What a blast! If you go, make sure you stay through them entire credits because there is another short scene after that.

Gabe has a lead on getting back into law enforcement before they finish reviewing his appeal. That makes me very apprehensive but it's just the demons speaking up again. All those old fears and traumas STINK!!!! frown


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!