Hey all. I'm not sure who is still around from when I was on here a few years ago but it would be nice to have someone who remembers me and my situation to talk to. I had gotten over my divorce (been 2 years now) and moved on. Found a great guy and guess what I did...messed that up too. I had been dating a guy that I had known since we were about 4 or 5 years old. He lived a couple houses down from me growing up. We had a great 2 years of being together but seems the last few months have been problamatic. I really like this guy and even though I am not married to him, I want to try the DB techniques and hopefully they will work. I feel more confident with using them with him than I did with my ex husband because this guy has expressed that he still cares for me. He said we need to be apart due to us not ageeing on things lately and that we were jepoardizing our friendship with all the negativity. I want to believe everything is ok and stay positive but after what I went thru with my ex I don't know if I can handle going thru this again. We broke up yesterday. He did send me a text this morning saying to "try and have a good day" and he put a smiley face behind it. I'm taking that as a positive sign but still am having trouble with not being upset. I know I have to step back and not text or call him and that is where I have the problemm...I don't have patience.

I had a friend on here before that helped me a lot but I ended up pushing him away too. So if Trapt is on here somewhere, I hope he has it in his heart to contact me. I think some of you have changed your names since I had been on here so anyone else that remembers me, please let me know.

Thanks!!