The Lies and Deception Killing Me

[abbey1989]

Hi 25,

Thank you as always. I have one more DB session left and since I just had one, am waiting for awhile.

H liked the bday gift that I gave him...something he has been wanting for awhile. We went for dinner on Friday night with D17 and her BF to celebrate. H has been super stressed out about work. He has been rather distant for the past week. I feel like I am living with my brother instead of my H.

He left on his motorcycle early Saturday a.m. up to the mountains. I knew his plan and he did call when he arrived so I wouldn't worry. I didn't quite know what to do with myself so I decided to be kind to myself and take care of ME. Took a long walk, Mani/pedi, massage, hair done, etc...went to an early dinner alone and rented movies. No one was home so I was kind of lonely. H did finally call around 6ish and I decided not to be here when he arrived. Went to the beach for an hour and then came home.

Today I saw that my bday card was the only one he put in the recycle bin. All of the rest of his cards he saved in his nightstand. That made me kind of sad.

So...on and on....

A.