Well, I text him tonight and said: "I am getting the help that I need to heal, but I am not ready to talk to you in person, feel free to text me with any important ?'s".
H text me back and said: "Even though our Love is strong, we are done. Friends now. Sign the paper work when I give it to you. Dont waste your money. I want my friend back. What ever it takes".
I didnt respond. But now I know that he HAS or IS getting the paper work filed. So be it...
I dont know how to take this crap from him. I know he is drunk and angry right now. I just want to stay as far away from him as possible. I am so mad.
What is his deal with wanting to be friends??? I was his best friend for 16 years. I tried everything to make him happy and forgave him time after time like a friend would. But I am spent. If he was really willing to do ANYTHING to be friends (like he said in the text), wouldnt he get sober? How can we be friends after he has stabbed a hole through my heart about a million times??? He doesnt deserve me as a friend anymore.
I know he is mad that I would not sit and talk with him. Oh well. Its for my better health, and besides I think I would explode if I had to talk to him.
I Surrender to the fact that we are not going to be able to work this out. But I know he is going to make this soooooo tough on me. He is going to blow a fuse when I get a lawyer to draw up my own paper work instead of signing his paper work. Let the Feud begin. I am going to need so much advice to get through this. Please stay with me - all, UHG! TIPPER *******KEE, I think you are doing the right thing. Boundary time:) !!! GOOD LUCK on the move.*******
