Who am I now?

[irishblessings]

Honestly, I'm just so blown away by the MLCr's ability to detach themselves from those people who have been essential in their every day lives. It is as if my XH has no connection to the life we shared for almost 30 years. His new love - she is the one who deserves his attention, his protection, - I will NEVER understand it.

My role to date has been X's wife and D, D, and S's mother. His disposal of me has sent me to this place where I have lost any sense of self. Never, in all these years, have I ever regretted my role. I loved it. I am so out of my element.