It's my life!

[NNP1965]

...been suffering from a little melancholia lately. Friday evening was beautiful, saw lots of couples walking around hand in hand. I am in no hurry to find someone else. I am trying to find me, but it did make me feel something... not sure what.

Earlier today I stumbled across a picture of xh and his girl friend on facebook. He looks deliriously happy. I felt so strange looking at it, like it was a picture I should not be seeing.

For the most part I am doing good... My boys and I have some great plans for summer going to the beach in a couple of weeks and to visit SIL & BIL later in July. DS16 will be a senior next year. DS15's confirmation at church is in June... life does go on, there is no stopping it.