Because of special events at church, I was there a little bit Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
I get so caught up in the message and in growing and improving and then ... the fact that I'm feeling this way after the M is over brings me back down.
Out Friday for a couple of hours and then Saturday I was having a good time until one of the guys asked me what I'd do differently. He's 28, married about 10 months and has a wife at home pregnant.
It was a good discussion for a while, but I was getting agitated and then all of four of us were arguing points and I ended up just leaving.
I felt bad about it in the morning. I really am tired of talking about this stuff though. I just want to let it be.
Sunday -- I had tickets to both of D12's plays today. Since STBXW is a volunteer D8 ended up spending most of the day with me.
It was good.
Down moment though. The tornado siren went off midway through the first act and everyone had to go to the basement. I ended up spending about 30 minutes near STBXW.
It's just so awkward. I was thinking all through the play of the freedom I'd feel to just let it go. But today I couldn't.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
