Hey 2step: You know what you did and so there is no point in me pointing it out.
You are allowed to slip from time to time. But dont let it happen too often if you can help it ok. Im sure you were having an internal battle not to send it and then reason slipped out the window and you sent it anyway. Not the end of the world but also not going to help your cause.
I feel for you buddy about being meloncholy in situatios like that with family gatherings. I too try and be the voice of reason to my married friends when they complain about events that we would kill for. I dont want to be professor buzz kill all the time so I pick my spots but I know exactly what you mean.
2step, I KNOW you are going to be Ok down the road. Im feeling better and I think you are as well. We are allowed to feel what we feel but lets try and not act on them too much.
Everything I have read from you and the way people respond to you is so positive. Somebody of the fairer sex will respond to that when you are ready and YOU WILL NOT make the same mistakes twice.
I see happiness in your future buddy. Got to ride out this phase in your life.
Take Care.
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