OK, regrouping commencing: No more OR words out of my mouth, none, nada for at least a few days. Civility and kindness is my rule. I love him, I'm just not feeling attracted and I'm angry but I'm getting a grip. This is a path I know, I can do it... H wants to go to see my therapist with me a good move but I certainly have learned to keep low expectations. We'll go, he can be the primary talker if he likes and I will try to listen really well. He said that tonight he would work on a promise he made to me many years ago. If he doesn't I will say nothing. I might not drop it forever but ...oh my goodness, I think he's working on it. Caution my heart and focus on staying the course.
me: 57 H: 54 M: 18 y Affair over on Dday: 6/99 Never split-up but it was a hard road D: 38 GD:18 I forget so I come back here I know these principles are the way to go which ever way it goes!
