Who am I now?

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Irish: Control our feelings and other feelings is the hardest thing. I am still trying to control ex's feelings on not trying to go after sole custody. I am trying to get her to see the light not to use our kids as pawn's for money. I am trying to learn that it is ok that things are out of control right now. I don't have a choice but to embrace it. You have to do the same thing...Just learn to deal with our situations. It the last week, I have had insomnia every other night trying to figure out my situation. it is so hard to let go and not worry about everything. When I lay down at night, the thoughts come and i it is hard to just relax and let go.

These are the hardest times of our lives. We will get through it. It is day by day, hour by hour, week by week...