I know that my W pain is much more intense than mine, and she was betrayed by someone close to her. I have been doing a lot of thinking and trying to give her space. My Counselor told me that I needed to decide if I wanted to save this M I had my work cut out for me. That the problems run deeper than just an A. I have been thinking a lot over the last 48 hours. I want to save this M and I know that I am in a marthon not a sprint, and it's a race I might not win. So is it worth running? That's the question. I happen to think that the chance to keep my family together is worth it. Might not pay off but would never forgive my self for not trying.
