I know they will, I just have my moments.
I'm grateful they are just moments and not constant.
I've come too far to give up on myself.

H told me he wasn't able to get off of work for my surgery on tuesday.
I'm really hurt & upset by that, but I didn't let him know that. What would be the point? He has known for months when it was, he could have done something about it sooner, but he didn't. It doesn't make me feel very good inside. I had a glimmer of hope that he would be there for me, and now that hope is gone.

I know we're separated, but I'm still his wife. He says he still loves me.

Actions speak louder than words.


"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack."
¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤