Today is a new day

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Journaling-----

I am having a bad day. We are having severe weather and I am deathly afraid of severe weather, especially tornadoes. I'm sitting here trying my best not to freak out. It sounds like the heavier storms are south of us, but it doesn't do anything for my anxiety when the sirens go off.

It's times like this that make me angry that H is gone. He knows how badly I hate storms and I hate being home alone..

I'm getting that hopeless feeling again, that we'll never work through this, and we will end up divorcing.
I know this all is because I'm feeling frightened and anxious and it will pass, I just need to get my feelings down..