Cindy, you are so sweet. Thanks for talking with me.
I got a text this morning from H when I got home from church. He said:"I know it will be very difficult for us, but equally important that we talk in person. It will help preserve our friendship when this is all over, You are a Friend". Then he said: "not today, but tommorow or tuesday would be ideal".
I didnt respond. I dont know how to respond. I am thinking that tonight or tommorow I will text him and I will tell him that I am just not ready to talk to him yet. As I feel like I will just cry or get angry. It is only going to bring me down when we talk.
I know I cant avoid it forever, but I dont feel like I want to see him right now. Should I just get it done and over with?
