That you for that advise. How ever I all ready asked him to leave instead of me. For him to move in with his mother and he said no. I told him that I think we need to be separated from each other for a while for him to appreciate me. This was before he told me we had no chance of working things out.
He is so all over the place any more I sometimes feel like I am losing my mind. He told me and the other neighbors that came over yesterday that he would get me breakfest because he knows I will not be able to eat in the afternoon. Well guess what no breakfest. Also I told him he needed to go shopping again this week. He knows that the Dr. does not want me to eat after lunch time. Well he goes to the store at 11:15 so my lunch is going to have to be pushed back.
I have also noticed that when he is drinking and I am around it is all about me most of the time watching me be very nice. I know that when you are drinking the truth comes out. So how much he says to me he is not in love with me I know he is.
Also I was talking to the neighbors and was telling them what I plan on doing after surgery. I want to learn golf, do Country Line dancing and he just says he does not understand why I am doing all this now. I said nothing to him. I just need to make sure that I stay busy and I know all this talk is killing him.
I just am trying to keep my head up and do not even take to heart what he has to say any more.
