Nice to see you check in every once in awhile to let us all know how you are doing.
I imagine that as you and your W become closer you will experience some feelings of hurt and anger towards her because of the pain you have dealt with. In this regards I like your C approach to helping YOU deal with some of your feelings.
It seems like to me you are doing pretty well all things considered.
Stay the course and when you begin to waiver go back and read some of your original post, I think that would help keep you focus.
