Today is a new day

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Update-

H didn't come to the party, and I really didn't expect he would anyway.
In a way, it made things easier for me because I didn't have to worry about any awkwardness.
I did have a good time, it was a beautiful night so we sat outside.
I brought some stuff to drink, but didn't even end up drinking it.
I don't think I need alcohol at this point in my life.

I even managed to play some basketball, which was fun. Let's just say I'm not good at it.

H sent me a text asking me to tell everyone he was sorry he couldn't make it and to say hello. I didn't say anything to anyone nor did I answer him.

He texted me about 5 minutes later and told me he missed me and thinks we should get together soon. I waited a good 15 minutes and texted back I miss u 2 and left it at that.

I am not sure how I am feeling right now....fine, I guess.
I'm glad I was able to GAL tonight and not worry about H.