W decided to come and pick kids up instead, and asked if I had 5 mins. She ended up staying half hour, but only as I said I had to go out and needed to get going, otherwise she may of stayed longer.

W wanted to talk to me to see how I was, she said I looked good and had lost a lot of weight, so I returned the compliment. Then W asked if I was seeing someone! as she could see I was happier and had been looking at my fb status and posts. I said I wasnt, and I think she didn't believe me. She said it didn't matter but W kept on. I said I was staying away tonight, so W again brought up the woman mentioned before, asking if I was going there and where did she live etc. I told her I had no idea and I hadn't seen her.

I asked nothing but she started to tell me about her work and where she had been etc, W asked what I had been upto.

I didn't talk about R or M or the future, she mentioned about the equity in the house for 6 months time, which I replied that that was a way off yet and why did she mention that, W said it what I had said a few weeks back that was why.

Other general chit chat, that was about it.

Quite a strange conversation really, maybe going dark is doing it. W is bringing kids back Wed, W thought it was Thur, but this is actually better for her as she has a very early start on Thur. So we shall see how things go on Wed!

I do love her, but I do not want to be with her if its the R we had before, that was not good and I was very unhappy. I would like a new better one with W, but I will be GAL no matter what.


Me - 37
W - 38
D - 14
S - 12
Together - 16
Married - 12
Bomb - April 13, 2011
W moved out - May 13, 2011

The man I became is changing back to the man I was........... and more