Rollercoaster of love

[LearningPatience]

Running was bleh today. Normally it makes me feel good, but even after running a couple of miles my heart wasn't into it. Went 4 miles, but at a slow pace, didn't have the energy for much else.

I'm volunteering at an art festival in a couple of hours, so that should keep me busy and my mind off of things. I've had several people say they'd stop by and see me during my shift, so that's good. It's a beautiful day out so the turnout should be great.

I was too numb to even cry earlier. I *hate* feeling like I have to start my life over again. I'm so jaded right now...