I completely agree, I keep catching myself in thinking we will reconcile and he will come back soon. I don't want to rush and I want to make sure changes stick and we don't end up in this mess again.
I am actually questioning now what has he done to change or improve? I hope that he catches up because I don't want this to be all one-sided.
I am sure I will have a few steps back anyday now.
H:41 W:44 D1:19 D2:17 S:13 D3:7 T:20 M:18 Bomb:1/5/11 Sep:2/18/11 No D filed yet; just threats