I know I'm one of the people that comes in and tells people that everything will be ok. It's so much harder to listen to yourself saying that and believing it.
It's 5am and I'm sitting in a 400 sq ft apartment instead of our 1400 sq ft house. I'm trying to figure out where I will store my 'stuff', storage locker, MIL house or what. Hell, even my 1st W would probably store things for me. She's been one of my biggest supporters in all this.
I've got lots of support around me, but at 5am when you're sitting alone it's not much help. I've got all the other BITS too, which I'm thankful for.
It's funny, even MIL said I shouldn't file for D, have W do it. It's not my problem, but I wonder if W has really thought about all that she will lose. Not just relationship wise, but day to day things like, oh, health insurance, cell phone service, netflix, etc.
I'm rambling. I've got my running class at 8am. Guess I should find a way to keep busy until then...
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011
