i really appreciate everyones post. If you could continue to be there for me i really want to do things different.
Today i had a good day. I tried not to think about situation. i went to work part time, and then i went clothes shopping, which i don't do very often. then i went to the monastery, and read my bible. My friend called and asked if i wanted to go to the movies tonight it was a comedy so we did that. I am very grateful i have this new friend i have not bad a good friend in 25 yrs since i met my h, but now i do so this is progress. Tomorrow im playing tennis with a male friend so im looking forward to that. My son went out with h today, i did not question him about what they did which is really good for me and good for son too.