Yes. That hurts no matter how much you knew deep down. I remember the day I went by my house and STBXW's "friend" was mowing the grass.

I still don't know for a fact they are an item.

A lot of people on these boards have gone through so much worse.

My "D" day now is June 10.

Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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