OnMyWay: to who knows where?

[OnMyWay]

So, looks like I'm starting over from square one.

That mother's day fight we had and the ensuing week and a half of darkness put both of us in a bad place. Any and all work to move forward has flown out the window and I'm back to the beginning. This time, we are both teetering on the edge of hanging it up.

She's become more disinterested than ever before, is unwilling to "share" in the responsibility for our fight or bare of the blame. I guess that's the burden for being in this situation. This is taking a toll on her, me and our D. Not good.

No matter what I do, it's wrong. I go dark, I don't care. I make effort, I'm pushy. I'm made, she understand, but I'm bad for it.

Back to faking it till we're making it. Gotta be all smiles and happy-go-lucky. I swear, she can't stand any bit of negativity from anywhere, but boy, will she dish it out.

Time to cough up some cash for new coaching sessions, I think.