I think she is bitter but the focus has shifted from me to her. I can tell in the way she talks that she realizes it is not all 2step faults that she is living the decisions she has made. I am sad for her bucause I know she is struggling right now and I wish I could help, but I can't. If I can draw a picture of the place she is living in imagine Tombstone Arizona 1860 throw in a few more buildings and some cars with a walmart and that is pretty much it. It is hard, considering she came from NYC.
A buddy of mine who is very close to the both of us who lives a town over feels as if the newest or being home has faded and she is now going into depression. I feel she i likely depressed right now, and that also makes me very sad. I was ecnouraged by her call to Jody but I expect very little from it. More than anything the distance has forced us to look in the mirror, sometimes I believe it becomes harder when the other person is right there in front of you all the time. It is almost like a forced evaluation on us. I am sure you understand since you are in the same boat.
