Originally Posted By: islander
I can forgive my W, and I can forgive myself. I don't want to be an angry bitter person.


Yes, you have to do this for YOU. MWD says this is best gift you can give yourself.
Originally Posted By: islander

I believe that God has a plan for me, and this is part of his plan. I don't have to understand it, I just have to trust in Him.


Islander I think your quote in your signature line is reflective of part of God's plan for all this. Live it. He has a much bigger plan than we can ever imagine. I think you're in a good place.

Originally Posted By: islander

I know I will never be the same H again. Not even close. I wasn't even that bad, but I am not going to say I was perfect. I know where I went wrong. I saw it coming, I just didn't believe it would happen, and thought I had time. That was my biggest mistake.


I completely get what your saying here. I can resemble a lot of this myself.


BITS
Me:46 / W:47 / M:19 / T:21 / S13
Bomb#1: 5/8/2008
MC: 5/2008 - 4/2010
Bomb#2: 2/10/2011
W moves out 5/7/2011

'With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.' - Matt. 19:26