I can forgive my W, and I can forgive myself. I don't want to be an angry bitter person.
Yes, you have to do this for YOU. MWD says this is best gift you can give yourself.
Originally Posted By: islander
I believe that God has a plan for me, and this is part of his plan. I don't have to understand it, I just have to trust in Him.
Islander I think your quote in your signature line is reflective of part of God's plan for all this. Live it. He has a much bigger plan than we can ever imagine. I think you're in a good place.
Originally Posted By: islander
I know I will never be the same H again. Not even close. I wasn't even that bad, but I am not going to say I was perfect. I know where I went wrong. I saw it coming, I just didn't believe it would happen, and thought I had time. That was my biggest mistake.
I completely get what your saying here. I can resemble a lot of this myself.