Kaffe, I don't even feel like busting this D anymore. Maybe, MAYBE me backing off and pulling away will draw my W closer to me, and it will change the way that I feel. Maybe it won't. To be honest, I don't care right now. My old M is dead and gone.

I will love and marry again one day, and my next love will reap all of the benefits.

I think it really changed for me when I accepted my sitch for what it was. Then, I really believed I would love again, and not be jaded by my current sitch. The circle ends here.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...