Actually, since C yesterday, I've had sort of a peace come over me where I haven't been worried or obsessive.
I honestly wasn't worrying about what he is thinking until he sent me that text.

He has his moments also, just like me.

I am keeping busy. I am having surgery in 6 days on my pancreas which will hopefully cure my pancreatitis, and I hopefully will not be in the hospital very long. My stepmother is going along with me.
It should hopefully also be a quick recovery. I pray anyway.
That's been the biggest thing on my mind lately anyway.


"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack."
¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤