Detach Dog

[ninelives]

Finished coaching soccer. My youngest wasnt there as he is at the Alice Cooper concert. Trying not to think about and doing ok with it. Saddens me a little that i am missing a good time with my boys. They loved the KiSS concert and they are now old enough to enjoy things like that.

Before I get too involved in that thought process, I think of something else.

They will be home late tonight, I have to do some parenting with oldest. He is not doing well in school again and I have to really lower the boom on him about that. I have been a little lax in the authority role for awhile becasue I felt sorry for all he is going through but I have to take away priveledges.

Thought about not letting him go to concert for a fraction of a second but not really. Too short of notice and I dont think that would have helped.

No matter what is going on with ex, must always think of boys well being most of all.

Also spending alot of time on the phone with my heartbroken friend. She is really having a tough time getting through her days. Talk about ironic as that was me just afew short months ago when she was talking me through my days.

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