25 yrs that is so inspirational and very similar to what I did sort of. When all this first started I joined a gym. I was so out of shape could hardly walk once around the track. I would go to the gym and walk the track and this is when I did all my praying to God. I would walk and walk for about 30 min to an hour and the whole time praying for God to restore my marriage or what should I do God or give me a sign God to continue standing or I am done God or help me let go God or save me God or whatever I was struggling with.
First of all this built a great relationship with me and God. Second all it did wonders on my body. I lost 43 pounds total, became more confident and have the body more like an athlete or bodybuilder now. It is quite interesting where I have gone with that. So that is one plus that came out of this was I took care of myself on this journey.
This is also one area I don't plan on giving up either, now that h is home. It makes me feel good, self confident, and healthy for my later years. Good job 25 yrs that you are going to get back to working out, but doing it your way and not necessarily your h's way.
Angel I am so excited for what God has plans for your life. Keep praying, keep giving it over to God, don't fear anything in life. God will give you the strength to manage whatever comes your way. I know there is an old saying that God never gives you more than you can handle. Going through this I kept saying this is more than I can truly handle, but in the end God proved me wrong. Maybe I didn't want to handle it, but God did give me the power and strength to persevere and I was graciously rewarded with the return of my h and putting our family back together.
God is so great! I have to keep remembering that and not forgetting where I came from and the pain that I endured. I truly believe God will bless my family with everything we could possibly need. God Bless!
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"