Punkin, Please take care of yourself. Nothing is more important than your health.
In time, you'll fix what you have control over and must learn that you will never be able to fix everything. The people here are all fixers of what type or another.
One day at a time!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
