Rollercoaster of love

[LearningPatience]

OK, I know better, but I had to go and email/text W the last two days and expect some sort of conversation. I guess my rationale was that she had opened up a little and had initiated some small talk. That and realizing just how little I'll be seeing her the next couple of months.

W did email looking for dental information for her D, but other than the info requests didn't respond to my light hearted, 'hey how are you doing' emails.

I also decided to include W in the life insurance money I got from my mom. It wasn't a lot to begin with, and I split the money four ways (3 kids and W). More of a token, my mom would have wanted me to share with them gesture, and I think she would have. No expectations there other than a thank you.

Today's theme song is Radiohead's Just

You do it to yourself, you do
And that's what really hurts
You do it to yourself, just you
You and no one else
You do it to yourself